much in a summer birthday month ... a graduation may not have been this month last ... the compact time of a child flourishing after so much came her way ...
the teenage urge with so many others in learning to drive started in those teenage years, stopped through so much adversity and now in the short space of time this year current picked it up again while 22 years at the start and at the 2nd attempt passed and drove a reserved car off the forecourt the very same day ...
The settling in a new home and a sunny Spain trip experiencing the moments passed on from parent to child ... You know when you pass your driving test. That sense in feel of the heat hitting you in foreign climes.
For me the challenge in a new area on my own while I house bike car sat and honing my skills in an environment of movement. The works being done in access all areas. The decor, soft furnishings. The compact courtyard garden. The suffices in satisfaction in two busy career minded young ones starting out
I am very satisfied in the outcome from out that adversity
All the while two aspects of future life has blossomed further ... these ideas I hope to one day before my age comes against me in this very much still arduous vocational aspirational life in slow time put into fruition ...
First to go back and face that muddle I inherited ...
My bedroom ideas too ... flourished away from that mess in muddle ... the room that needs to reduce to relax and lost on those professionals intimate in my case ... Those not mentall welfare trained have more of an idea how this is for your wellbeing ... when I did not choose to live like that ...
A sewing machine a room a time ... but first so much waste in life to get through ... Grrr
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